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So Sleepy
I pretty much slept through high-school. As soon as I took my seat at my desk, opened the book and tried to listen, I got tired. It’s not because I was overworked or even overstressed. No, this was a different sort of tired. It’s marked by boredom and disinterest. This was true of most subjects but math and world history stand out to me. Funny thing is I knew that both were useful information. I actually enjoyed math, I even liked the drama of world history, even so, I couldn’t keep my eyes open.
I wonder if that’s what Paul is talking about in 1 Thessalonians 5. He warns us about two ways we go through our Christian lives sleepy, and drunk. Sleepiness is what happens when I slowly stop paying attention to God. Drunkenness is what happens when I intentionally look somewhere else to satisfy or numb my soul. One is drift; the other is escape. Both leave me unprepared for the life God has called me to live. Sometimes, my Christian life is just like that world history class, unmotivated, disinterested, and disconnected.
The remedy, as Paul puts it, is to put on our armor. The breastplate of faith and love and the helmet of the hope of salvation. Remember your armor? The faith that God is for you and a love that dies for you. But don’t forget hope. Remember the promise that he is coming? A day is coming where sin, darkness and deception are gone. These are not just our protection but also our motivation.
Faith trusts God today.
Love serves others today.
Hope keeps our eyes on tomorrow.
Even If
Today’s reading is 2 Corinthians 12.
7 So to keep me from becoming conceited because of the surpassing greatness of the revelations,[a] a thorn was given me in the flesh, a messenger of Satan to harass me, to keep me from becoming conceited. 8 Three times I pleaded with the Lord about this, that it should leave me. 9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. 10 For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
2 Corinthians 12:7-10
As I’ve shared in the past, I was diagnosed with spinal stenosis in my neck in 2018. This caused tingling in my spine, loss of coordination, and atrophy and loss of strength in my right and later my left hand. I was recommend to have a spinal fusion at Mayo but by the grace of God was connected by my sister-in-law Kim through her sister Diane to a doctor in Pittsburgh who fixed my issue through 5 minimally invasive surgeries in 2019 and 2021 without fusion and its negative side effects.
By no coincidence I’m sure, 2 Corinthians 12 has been my assigned writing multiple times since 2018. Below is an excerpt of a writing from November 2021 after my 5th and final surgery.
Paul states that his affliction (we are not sure what that affliction is) keeps him from being conceited. Is this the case for me? I don’t know..maybe. I know one thing..I’ve been blessed in my life with some things I don’t deserve that unfortunately not everyone has…loving parents, a loving and supportive wife, four healthy kids, financial blessings, and a stable career I love. If I didn’t have some “thorn(s),” would I even think I needed God? I realize God had His hand on my life when he led me into the field of financial planning, rather than dentistry/orthodontics, my original dream career which I was ready to apply for at the University of Illinois, which I would not be able to do with my hand issues. If these surgeries were not possible due to modern medicine, I would be like the man at the pool in the Bible..paralyzed eventually. He led me to a surgeon and surgery options by His grace that were better than what Mayo even proposed. I can still throw a ball with my kids and type on a keyboard which is needed in my career. I’m extremely grateful for His provision through all of this. I’m also grateful these challenges are mine and not my wife or my children.
Most importantly, as I look down and see my puny, almost withered, right hand or need my wife Shannon or my kids help opening something or doing a button for me..I’m reminded what Paul says here in 2 Corinthians 12:10…when I am weak, then I am strong. His grace is sufficient and His power is made perfect in my weakness. It’s all that matters and all I really need in life. Ironically, as another Paul, my good friend and Christ follower Paul Kelly, stated the following to me recently in a text message dialogue after a sermon…
“My desire to be the best version of myself will never be good enough. So..it’s in our weaknesses that God unveils our greatest gifts..His love is incomprehensively good and although I’ll never be worth it…I will forever be grateful.”
Thank you, Paul…no truer words can be said.
I have never heard the audible words of God. But there are times where I have been 100% certain God was speaking to me through other ways. As we were pulling out of the driveway to go to Mayo for my consultation in the summer of 2018 and I was not certain what my future held when it came to my ability to walk or use my right hand, the song Even If by Mercy Me came on the radio. I broke down. It reminded me that God could fix my issues if he thought it was best, just like Paul, but if he didn’t…He was and is enough. Today, while my issues are “fixed,” I still have atrophy, weakness, and loss of some motor functionality in my right hand. As I stated back in 2021, the challenges I still have today make me extremely grateful for what I am able to do and how much worse it could have been…as well as how much different my life could have been if God didn’t lead me down my current career path. I’m extremely grateful for His infinite wisdom, provision, and plan.
Please read the lyrics to Even If by Mercy Me, as well as here is the link to the lyric video.
https://youtu.be/B6fA35Ved-Y?si=qZdheCOPt_gpYuid
Even If by Mercy Me
They say sometimes you win some
Sometimes you lose some
And right now, right now I’m losing bad
I’ve stood on this stage night after night
Reminding the broken it’ll be alright
But right now, oh right now I just can’t
It’s easy to sing
When there’s nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I’m held to the flame
Like I am right now
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
They say it only takes a little faith
To move a mountain
Well good thing
A little faith is all I have, right now
But God, when You choose
To leave mountains unmovable
Oh give me the strength to be able to sing
It is well with my soul
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You’d just say the word
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
You’ve been faithful, You’ve been good
All of my days
Jesus, I will cling to You
Come what may
‘Cause I know You’re able
I know You can
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, I know the hurt
Would all go away if You’d just say the word
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul
Please Handle With Care
2 Corinthians 4
Paul’s Letters
God gave us all a new way, a new opportunity, and there is no room for quitters. We are not messing around with sneaky, manipulative tactics. No spin or deceit, just the straight truth and everyone else can judge us off that. If others still cannot see it, it is because the enemy has their blinders on from seeing how amazing Jesus really is. We weren’t put on this earth to promote ourselves. Jesus is King. The same God who flipped a switch and said “let there be light” also made it so the light shines in our hearts so that we could know the glory of God, and that is through Jesus.
If we are not willing to recognize the sin in our lives, we refuse to see the truth and cannot accept the gift of forgiveness that God offers us through a relationship with Jesus. As we reflect honestly on our lives, God will help us see where we need to change. Then we can confess our sin and trust Jesus to forgive us to make the needed changes.
Here is the catch…. We are of the most fragile of any living thing to exist. We are breakable. We don’t see it, but we are all wrapped in “Handle With Care” tape. But that is also the point. When something this powerful comes though people this weak, it is obvious the power isn’t coming from us, it is coming from God. We are pulled in every direction. We get knocked down but never knocked out. As others see God’s work in our lives, they may hopefully gain the courage to face and conquer their own sins and areas of weakness with God’s help.
Well, we are not quitting! Sure, our bodies on the outside tend to dwindle as the years go by, but on the inside we are being renewed every single day. This hard stuff we go through?? It is actually producing something – a weight of eternal glory so massive it makes the suffering look tiny by comparison. The key is keeping your eyes on what you can’t see. Everything you can see is just temporary. Everything you can’t see is forever.
We may have to wait awhile for God’s eternal blessings, but if we trust Him to help us in this life of decay, we can be sure of his blessing in the future.
My prayer:
Father, when I feel squeezed, confused, and knocked down – remind me that I am not crushed, abandoned, or destroyed. You are renewing me from the inside out, even when I cannot feel it.
Contentment, Fatherhood, and God’s Peace
Philippians 4
Philippians 4:7, NKJV says,
“and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.”
Philippians 4 reminds me that contentment is not found in perfect circumstances, but in the presence of Christ. Paul writes about rejoicing, praying instead of worrying, thinking on what is good, and learning to be content in every season. That kind of contentment does not come naturally. It is learned through surrender.
As I reflect on Father’s Day, I am grateful for the blessings God has placed in my life: my marriage, my children, and the sacred responsibility of being a husband and father. These are not roles I want to take for granted. They are gifts from God. My marriage has taught me the beauty of covenant love, patience, forgiveness, and daily faithfulness. Fatherhood has taught me that love is often expressed through sacrifice, steady presence, correction, encouragement, and prayer.
Yet I also recognize my weaknesses. I can become anxious, impatient, distracted, or focused on what still needs to be fixed instead of what God has already given. Philippians 4 calls me back to gratitude. It reminds me to bring every concern to God with prayer and thanksgiving, trusting that His peace will guard my heart and mind.
God’s strength is perfected in weakness when I stop pretending I can lead my family well on my own. His strength meets me when I admit I need more patience, more wisdom, more humility, and more grace. My weakness becomes the place where God teaches me dependence.
Today, I offer Him my weakness of trying to control outcomes and carry burdens alone. I ask Him to replace that with contentment, gratitude, and peace. Lord, help me love my wife well, lead my family faithfully, and rest in the truth that Your strength is enough.
The Strength of Jesus’ Prayer in the Garden
Luke 22
Our passage starts on a Thursday when the Passover meal would be eaten. We see some interesting things happen within the vicinity of this day. First, Judas is possessed by Satan. He is one of two people in the bible that is possessed by Satan himself. The other person is the future Antichrist. The next thing we see is a plot starts to form to kill Jesus. While all of this is happening, Jesus sends Peter and John to go make preparations for the Passover meal, which Jesus fervently desired to share with His friends.
During this weeklong feast of Unleavened Bread, the mood should be remembering and celebrating the great things God did bringing His people out of Egypt. This is not so for Jesus. In these last few days, Jesus would deal with betrayal, isolation, and denial.
Let’s start with betrayal. There is not much more pain that can be felt from a friend than being stabbed in the back. When we look at Matthew’s gospel, Judas not only plotted to have Jesus killed, but he did it for 30 shekels of silver. His greed was greater than his love for his friend and teacher of at least three years.
Not only was Judas leading the chief priests, captains, and elders to Jesus, but the other eleven were sleeping in Jesus’ greatest need of prayer. When we compare the Gospel of Matthew, this was not just one occurrence, this happened three times on Jesus’ last night with His friends. He asked them to pray but they slept instead. They isolated Jesus in his last night of prayer and then scattered after He was arrested.
Lastly, Jesus was denied by one of His closest disciples, Peter. Betrayal hurts, but so does denial. Imagine pouring so much into a friendship that you spend three straight years together through thick and thin. These men were bonded by hardship, sleepless nights, and impact moments (essentially miracles upon miracles). The pain Jesus must have felt to know one of His closest disciples would not just deny being an acquaintance but would deny even knowing Him. Peter denied the friendship, the closeness, and the bond that they experienced. Don’t think that Peter is such a bad guy, you and I would do the same thing if we were in that situation.
Jesus wasn’t just plagued by physical suffering in His last days, but was also dealing with the pain of betrayal, isolation, and denial from his closest friends. Let’s look at the strength of Jesus’ prayer in the garden of Gethsemane. Jesus prays, “Father, if it is Your will, take this cup away from Me; nevertheless not My will, but Yours, be done.” His prayer shows strength in time of suffering. Jesus recognizes the pain, but His love for you was of more importance in the garden. He submitted to the Father’s will so that He could have relationship with you. He was obedient where we are not. Put your trust in Him today.
Weakness = Strength
Today’s Reading is Mark 14. As we read through this chapter, I want us to focus on how our Lord displays strength in His weakness. Throughout the Bible, get to know our Incarnate Christ. He experienced the limitations and fears humans can face.
Weakness
- emotional anguish = In the Garden of Gethsemane, Jesus says in verse 33, he is, “greatly distressed and troubled”
- desire to escape = Jesus asks his father, “Take this cup from me “
- need for companionship = asks His disciples to stay awake and support Him v 34-36
Strengths
- calm sovereignty = When the mob surrounds Him to arrest Him, He stays calm v 44-50
- absolute obedience = even in pain and anguish, He surrenders to God’s will. In agony, He says, “Yet not my will but His” v 36
- prophetic control = predicting Judas’ betrayal, the denial of Peter, and the abandonment of His disciples v 18-20 & 27-30
The chapter strikes a balance between the two yet ultimately shows the unmatched strength of God’s redemptive purpose. His divine strength displays the perfect obedience to our Father over everything.
I pray that we find the strength we need in everything through the obedience we show. Amen
Be yourself in Christ

Today’s Reading: Matthew 11
Every day we are asked to be someone different. We are asked to be a parent. We are asked to be a sibling. We are asked to be a child. We are asked to be a spouse. We’re asked to be a friend. We are asked to be a coworker. We are asked to be a person.
In all these asking, we sometimes can forget or need a reminder of who we actually are. We are a child of God through Christ. That’s the one thing that we have to remember. When we lose sight of that, then we can try to play all the roles that society has put on us.
But when we forget that we are our child of God, then we are confused and disillusioned. Even in this text of this passage, Christ and John the Baptist are seen differently through the lens of society.
As they went away, Jesus began to speak to the crowds concerning John: “What did you go out into the wilderness to see? A reed shaken by the wind? What then did you go out to see? A man dressed in soft clothing? Behold, those who wear soft clothing are in kings’ houses. What then did you go out to see? A prophet? Yes, I tell you, and more than a prophet. For John came neither eating nor drinking, and they say, ‘He has a demon.’ The Son of Man came eating and drinking, and they say, ‘Look at him! A glutton and a drunkard, a friend of tax collectors and sinners!’ Yet wisdom is justified by her deeds.””
Matthew 11:7-9, 18-19 ESV
Many times we place so much effort on what the world and others think of us that…
We become depressed.
We become anxious.
We become distraught.
We become insecure.
But through Christ, we are able to become more than our wildest thoughts.
We have become strong … compassionate… loving … fearless … beautiful individuals.
Let us look at ourselves this week as God sees us. Let us look at ourselves, as beautiful creations. Let us deafen the noise of the world and embrace our beauty in Christ.
Be blessed
Soul Insurance
Today’s reading is Psalm 91.
“He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.
I will say to the Lord, ‘My refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust.’”
Psalm 91:1
These past weeks have brought some challenging times and even what I will call tragedy to some who I am acquainted with. As I read on through Psalm 91 about how God will protect those who make God their fortress and their shelter, I will be transparent in that I’m challenged as to why God didn’t seem to “protect” these families impacted by some of these tragedies. I will also say that most of those affected I don’t know well enough to have any idea where they were in their faith walk and whether they were trusting God with their life and their protection, nor am I to judge even if I knew them well enough to have the slightest idea. I think we can all say though that we’ve seen tragedies affect even very strong believers who we would say are close to God.
Many of us may be familiar with legendary college basketball Jim Valvano’s iconic speech at ESPN’s Espy Awards before he passed from cancer. One of his most famous statements from the speech was this, “Cancer can take away all of my physical abilities. It cannot touch my mind, it cannot touch my heart, and it cannot touch my soul.” That last part is what resonates with me, no matter what Satan does in physical harm to myself or my family on this side of Heaven…he “cannot touch my soul.”
Scripture is best interpreted when it’s cross reference with other Scripture. In fact, Jesus often did this. As I reflected on Psalm 91, my mind kept pulling me to Romans 8 which is a chapter in the Bible that can be referenced in many of life’s circumstances and challenges.
38 For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, 39 nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:38-39
God may not stop Satan from physically harming our earthly bodies, as we saw with Job or even Jesus. But, Satan can never separate us from Christ’s love and keep our soul from living with God for eternity in Heaven when we trust in God and have given our life to Him.
What the Scroll Can’t Show You
Psalm 73
Asaph’s writing in Psalm 73 is something probably we all experience at least a little bit as part of our daily lives. He shares with us how he nearly walked away from God because he was constantly seeing arrogant, corrupt people living their best lives. These people were healthy, wealthy, no problems, no consequences. Meanwhile, he was doing everything right and still getting beat up by life. Sound familiar? “Why do good things happen to bad people” type behavior. He felt like following God was pointless.
But right before he was about to go public, or go post on social media in today’s way, he held off. Instead, he went to the sanctuary, he felt a shift. He got perspective. Not new information, but perspective.
He realized the wicked aren’t winning, they are standing on thin ice. Their prosperity is temporary. The end of it all is always inevitable. He even looks back on it and calls himself thoughtless for even envying them in the first place. Like a big, dumb animal that could never understand the bigger picture.
Here we are in 2026 and Asaph’s testimony rings even truer today than ever. Back then it was either first-hand experience or word of mouth. It still is that plus tv, cell phones and social media all at our fingertips. All the celebrities and billionaires you can fathom. Even the wealthiest of people sometimes in our communities.
Asaph’s story is black and white. What seems like perfection vs. what is simply imperfection. From my experience, I certainly never compare myself to Elon, Bezos or the likes of Dwayne ‘The Rock’ Johnson. Good for those guys. I wish them the best and hope and pray they do have a relationship with Jesus and are generous to the world with their fame and fortune. I will never truly get to know them on a deeper level. I can only speak of the people I actually do rub shoulders with, those I do business with or even my ‘friends’ on social media. The ones who talk about or post all the time about ‘having it all’.
In today’s reality it is sometimes that feeling you get scrolling through Instagram or Facebook watching people make up stories and cut corners to make it look like it is all hunky dory. Meanwhile you are grinding and barely keeping it altogether.
It is then that I find myself going to the sanctuary. For me that is church on Sundays or those few minutes talking with God before I call it a night. It is then I am reminded than a ‘perfect life’ doesn’t exist and what matters most is the person who I fold my hands together for and bow my head to. It really makes me think how miserable my life would truly be had I never have known Him. Simply put, I would just be another fool like the rest of them. But fortunately, like Asaph said, ‘How good it is to be near God!’
My prayer is that we never, ever forget how good God is, and that we never stop realizing that He loves us and only ever wants the best for us.
The Lord Is My Light
Psalm 27 is a declaration of confidence in God when life feels uncertain, threatening, or delayed. David does not pretend there are no enemies, fears, or troubles. He names them plainly. Yet his focus is not on the size of the threat but on the strength of the Lord: “The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear?”
Joy appears in David’s deepest desire: to dwell with the Lord and behold His beauty. His joy is not rooted in easy circumstances but in God’s presence. Hope appears as David waits for the Lord, believing that he “would have lost heart” unless he expected to see God’s goodness. Endurance appears in the final command: “Wait on the Lord; be of good courage.” This is not passive waiting. It is courageous trust while the answer is still unfolding.
Psalm 27 reminds me that strength is not always loud, fast, or forceful. Sometimes strength looks like worshiping while afraid, praying while confused, and waiting without giving up. God’s presence gives joy. God’s character gives hope. God’s faithfulness gives endurance.
How does joy, hope, or endurance appear as strength in this passage?
They appear as a steady confidence that God is greater than fear, delay, opposition, and uncertainty.
How will I practice it?
I will practice it by turning fear into prayer, choosing worship before worry, and waiting on the Lord with courage instead of trying to control every outcome.
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