A lesson for the West: Contentment

Proverbs 30

The United States has the highest GDP of any country with a projected 32.38 trillion dollars in 2026. GDP is most often calculated by adding government spending, business spending, consumer spending and net exports to create an objective value to measure the health of the economy. The next closest projected GDP for 2026 is China with a projected value of 20.85 trillion dollars. So, the numbers show that we spend a lot of money, but is that actual money, or borrowed money?

After the first quarter of 2026, household debt climbed to a new high of 18.79 trillion dollars. Sure we spend a lot of money in the United States, but most people satisfy their cravings with a buy now and pay later philosophy. Most personal debt use, beyond your means, can be correlated to a lack of contentment with what you have. So how does this connect to Proverbs 30 you might be asking. Read verses 7-9 with me,

“7Two things I request of You (Deprive me not before I die): 8Remove falsehood and lies far from me; give me neither poverty nor riches— feed me with the food allotted to me; 9lest I be full and deny You, and say, “Who is the Lord?” Or lest I be poor and steal, and profane the name of my God.”

Agur, the writer of this proverb, is essenitally saying, I want to honor your name and not profane it, so just give me what I need. The temptation in having many riches is to rely on yourself and the things that you have for satisfaction and fulfillment. The temptation in poverty is to take matters into your own hands by finding immoral ways to provide for your needs. All the while we have promises in Scripture that God will provide our basic needs (Matthew 6:33).

So what is this quality that allows us to honor God’s name when it comes to our finances? Contentment. Paul says in Philippians that he learned how to be content. Contentment isn’t just magically manifested in our lives. This is a learned quality that every believer must strive and work for. Paul said he knew how to be abased and he knew how to abound. Translation: he knew how to live on little and how to live on much. The secret is finding your contentment in Chirst. Only then can you do all things. Meaning you can honor God when you have little and when you have much. Jesus will satisfy every craving of your heart if you would just have a relationship with Him. No longer will you need to keep up with the Jones’. No longer will you need the new trendy thing. He satisfies you.

22 Letters

Psalm 119 is one of the most amazing chapters, offering so much.  The longest chapter in the Bible, it has 22 sections that correspond with each letter of the Hebrew alphabet in the form of an acrostic.

While the chapter functions as a deep meditation on God’s law, I view it as 22 stanzas from different perspectives, or personal testimonies, that highlight the wide variety of our experiences with God’s Word: Each letter provides what you may need today.

  • Aleph & Beth (Our Youth): Sound like someone looking back on early guidance—learning how a young person keeps their path pure and lays the groundwork for integrity.
  • Gimel & Daleth (Season of Suffering): Read like the story of a traveler in exile, crying out from the dust, clinging to hope when overwhelmed by sorrow or persecution.
  • Lamed & Mem (Maturation of Wisdom): Reflect the voice of a seasoned practitioner who has tested God’s Word against human philosophies and found it eternal, sweeter than honey, and wiser than their enemies.
  • Tav (Our Cry): Ends not with a polished, victorious finish, but with a deeply humble admission: “I have strayed like a lost sheep. Seek your servant.” It’s the story of someone who knows the Word intimately, yet still completely depends on God’s grace.

Each letter becomes a mini-testimony—No matter where you are today,  a person is in a season of joy, deep grief, confusion, betrayal, or quiet obedience, the Word meets us right where we are.

Steadfast love quiets lies 

Today’s Reading: Psalms 86 

“For you, O Lord, are good and forgiving, abounding in steadfast love to all who call upon you. 

Teach me your way, O LORD, that I may walk in your truth; unite my heart to fear your name. 

For great is your steadfast love toward me; you have delivered my soul from the depths of Sheol. 

But you, O Lord, are a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness. 

Show me a sign of your favor, that those who hate me may see and be put to shame because you, LORD, have helped me and comforted me.”

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Psalm‬ ‭86‬:‭5‬, ‭11‬, ‭13‬, ‭15‬, ‭17‬ ‭ESV‬‬

We play very complicated and complex mental gymnastics daily.  We can be our best cheerleaders and we can be our worst critics.  

Inside our mind we can have conflicting ideas.  We have been given the gift of the Holy Spirit in us and  we have our flesh.  Sometimes we allow our mind and flesh to be influenced by the enemy. 

This is a constant battle. 

The flesh can be used by the enemy to become selfish and self-focused and focus only on us and not on God.  This can allow us to be focused on the situation and not on the revelation and change that God has in store for us after the situation.

We can listen to the Spirit and be able to see our true self in the light of God. When we allow God to create opportunities in us.  This can be fascinating at what we can achieve.

 

Sometimes there can be conflict inside of us where the enemy tries to overcome the Spirit and then this makes us question our own worth and make us think that we are not the best. We allow the enemy to give us lies about our potential. We allow the enemy to take our past mistakes and failures and create disillusioned reflections of ourselves.

 

These are lies. 

God has such amazing things that are ready for us. God’s steadfast love conquers all of the lies and confusions.  Because of his steadfast love, God allows us to resist anything that the enemy can put into our mind. 

We have the ability to channel the Spirit of God, the Holy Spirit,  to create these new ideas from these lies. God does not allow these lies to take root. God can clear and evaporate all these misconceptions of ourselves. 

When we are going through these battles within ourselves,  we can see the prayer that David has here in Psalms 86 and see God’s steadfast love and remember…

“For you are great and do wondrous things; you alone are God.”

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭86‬:‭10‬ ‭ESV‬‬

Deuteronomy 32

Today’s reading is Deuteronomy 32 where we read the Song of Moses. In this song, Moses gives a strong witness to the power and glory of God.

Earlier, God told Moses in Numbers 20:12 that he would not enter the Promised Land. Moses can even see it here from Mount Nebo, but after 40 years of faithfully leading the Israelites, God’s people, through the desert…he will not enter. Why? Moses disobeyed God. Earlier in Numbers 20, God specifically instructed Moses to speak and water would come out of a rock Meribah Kadesh when they were suffering from thirst. Instead, Moses struck the rock twice. Does this seem a little harsh to you after the faithful serving and leading Moses has done that just because he struck the rock versus speaking to it, he will not get to enter the Promised Land? If I’m truthful, it does to me. Let us remember though that God is  just. As far as we are told in the Bible, Moses did not complain about his fate and that he would not enter the Promised Land. He doesn’t say, “But God, what about all the other ways I obeyed and things I’ve done to serve you?” He understood God is loving, and He is also just. How did Moses react? He wrote a song we read here in this chapter to glorify God. He gives a warning to the people is in Deuteronomy 32:46 to make sure they teach God’s word and law to their children.

Moses gives us a great example to live by. We may not like what God allows to happen in our lives or the outcomes. Not only does Moses not show animosity towards God for God’s decision to not allow him to enter the Promised Land, but Moses even still continues to serve and lead for God. He continues to glorify God and be a witness to future generations.

Thankfully for us, God is just…and He is also loving. Yes, even one sin should separate us from God and keep us from entering the eternal “promise land” of Heaven. But, God sent us a Savior in Jesus who took the punishment that should have been ours and died on the cross for the forgiveness of our sins (Isaiah 53:5). Three days later He was raised on Easter. Because He lives, we will live too and enter the eternal “promised land” of Heaven.

Grateful and Ready

Revelation Chapter 21

The first 20 chapters of Revelation were those of chaos, judgement, and cosmic battles.  Chapter 21 is the payoff.  John sees the ending God has been working toward the whole time, not people escaping to a cloud somewhere, but God renovating the whole world and moving in with his people for good.

After reading chapter 21, I find myself in a huge moment of reflection.  Let’s go over the bones of the chapter first.

A new heaven and a new earth – Like buying a new investment home.  This is more of a gutted renovation than a demolition.  Same home, completely restored

No more sea – The sea stood for chaos, danger and evil.  Nothing threatening is coming from it anymore.

The city comes down – New Jerusalem, or some would refer it to, Heaven on Earth!  Dressed like a bride on her wedding day.  Instead of heaven being somewhere we go, it becomes somewhere we already are.

God will dwell with them – God isn’t just some distant landlord anymore.  He lives next door, permanently.

No more tears, death, grief, crying, or pain – God personally wipes away every tear.  Every hospital room, funeral, and 2 a.m. worry is gone for good.

AND…..

  • God says he is making all things new, not making all new things. He is restoring, not replacing
  • ‘It is done’ – The project is finished
  • Free water for the thirsty – Anyone who wants life can have it, no charge.
  • The warning – This chapter lists those who stay outside like the cowardly, the faithless, murderers, and liars. Evil doesn’t get to move into the new neighborhood

Revelation 21 promises that the story ends with God fixing everything that is broken, living with his people face to face, and making sure pain, death, and evil never get another say.

My Reflection…..

Irony shows up so often in life when you think about it.  I was on the interstate quite a bit this weekend going back and forth from my parents to my in-laws.  I know everyone has seen those signs posted sometimes along the road that say something like ‘Jesus is Coming’.  Well, I saw one on Sunday driving back to Bloomington and it made me think.

The ironic part is how far my thinking about it took me down a rabbit hole and come to find out I would be reflecting on this chapter.  I have been seeing a lot of Senior Pastor Josh Howerton come across all my social media feeds lately.  If you have never heard of him that is fine, worth a look in my opinion.

So I read the sign ‘Jesus is Coming’ and instantly remembered a short video I saw last week of him playing a viral video of a young boy in the hospital coming out of anesthesia after some type of procedure.  It was a tear jerker, I won’t give away the details, but there were a few things the boy said that brought up the book of Revelation.

But here is where I connect Chapter 21 with what I was thinking on my drive back on Sunday.

AM I READY???

If Jesus comes later today or tomorrow, am I ready??  I am about half way through my life (hopefully), my children are very young, there is so much we all have yet to experience together.

With that said, I believe I am ready.

No, it is not a quick and easy ‘YES’, but if you give yourself time to think about it, about everything chapter 21 describes, you may very well get to the same conclusion I did.  There is a ton I still would love to do and every day I will keep chipping away at that long list.  But even before the reading, I felt strongly that I am ready.  AFTER reading it I am even more convinced.

Heavenly Father, thank You for the life You’ve given me, for my family, my work, and every blessing I didn’t earn. Thank You for the promise that You will one day make all things new, wipe away every tear, and dwell with Your people forever. I don’t know the day or the hour, but if today is the day You bring that promise to pass, I am ready. And until then, help me live each day with a grateful heart, showing Your love to the people You put in my path. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

His Presence Is Enough

Paul wrote Ephesians while imprisoned, likely in Rome around A.D. 60–62. By this point, he had given much of his life to serving Christ. He had preached the gospel, planted churches, endured rejection, beatings, opposition, and now imprisonment. Paul could have easily wondered, “Lord, after everything I have done for You, why am I here?”

That makes Ephesians 3 deeply personal. Paul does not pretend that hardship is easy. Instead, he shows us what it looks like to trust God when life does not go according to plan. Rather than focusing on what he had lost, Paul focused on what could never be taken from him: Christ’s presence, God’s purpose, and the power of the Holy Spirit.

Paul prays that believers would be “strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man” and that “Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith” (Ephesians 3:16–17). God is “with” His people by living within them and strengthening them from the inside out.

I need that same reminder. There are days when circumstances feel frustrating, uncertain, or outside my control. Like Paul, I may not understand why God has allowed a particular season, but I can trust that He has not left me.

God may not remove every difficulty, but He will meet me in it. His presence is enough for today.

Prayer:
Lord, thank You for being near even when life feels uncertain. Strengthen me through Your Spirit today. Help me trust You when I do not understand my circumstances, recognize Your presence in the ordinary moments, and remember that I never walk alone. Root me deeply in the love of Christ and give me the faith to follow You with confidence. Amen.

Posture Your Heart to See God Move

Acts 16

This chapter of scripture is immediately following Paul’s division with Barnabas over John Mark. Paul takes Silas and departs for his second missionary journey. Shortly thereafter Paul meets his true son in the faith, Timothy. Paul has Timothy circumcised for the sake of their ministry to the Jewish brethren. The Holy Spirit forbade them from speaking the Gospel in Asia minor and then God gave them a vision of a man in Macedonia pleading with them to come and help. Just look at how Paul and his company posture their hearts to be led by the Spirit. When something isn’t going smoothly in my life, I tend to double down and put more effort in to break through and solve the problem. Paul and his travelling companions had hearts soft enough to recognize that they weren’t to push through but were to wait for God’s leading.

The crew sails to Samothrace and then finds their way to Philippi where they find some trouble. After Paul had ministered to Lydia, they were going to go to pray, but the demons tried to distract really quick. This seems to be an extreme example in scripture, but anytime I go to pray, I seem to invite distractions. I am lucky to get five minutes of prayer before my mind starts to wander, my phone starts buzzing, and my dryer starts going off. This is why Jesus tells us to go to our quiet place where there are no distractions.

As Paul casts the demon out of the young girl, her masters realize that their chance at profit was now gone and they have Paul and Silas thrown in prison. And what do we see them do? They start singing and praying in the cold, dingy jail cell. I’m convinced many people, including myself, would say, “God, you didn’t allow us to go to Asia where we had planned to go, just to send us here to Philippi to end up in prison for casting a demon out in your name.” We would say, “God, why are you abandoning us as we are trying to do work in your name.” Paul and Silas didn’t miss the opportunity to minister. All of this was happening for a reason. All of this happened for the salvation of the jailer and his family.

As we serve Jesus, we need to keep a broader perspective of what God might be up to. Remember that your loyalty is to Jesus, not your comfort. God may put you in a crammed cubicle with a bunch of complaining coworkers, for the sake of one person you may share the Gospel with. Are you going to focus on your own comfortability and circumstances, or will you posture your heart in humility to see what God is up to in your community?

Closeness

How do you feel God’s closeness? Maybe it was this morning, bright and early, and some time in His Word.  Last night at small group, or this last Sunday’s worship?  Reading through Acts 13 helped me to think of these times.  I thought of small group, morning devotions, mission trips, interventions, or send-offs where hands were laid…  In Acts 13, we hear about Barnabas and Saul, who were sent to do the Lord’s work.

They were filled with the Holy Spirit.  They had courage.  Do we have that courage to speak to others? Maybe it’s as simple as sharing how God has worked in your life?

They were able to influence others.  Think of the influence that you have every day.  Family, friends, co-workers, neighbors.  The opportunity to change a person’s eternity by introducing them to our Lord.

Acts 13 reminds me of the closeness we all hopefully expereince with God at different moments. In moments of deep vulnerability and surrender- possibly grief or suffering; moments of awe and wonder when checking out one of God’s natural wonders of the world; moments with God in solitude and focus on Him; in moments of selfless service, forgiveness, marriage, the birth of a child; worship in music or prayer.

I pray we all find this intentional space to feel His closeness.  The noise and distraction of the world can keep us moving so fast that we miss these moments.  Maybe I’m just speaking to myself.  Either way, His closeness is nearer than we think.  Can you find an intentional moment right now to be with Him?  I pray you can. Share that with others.

 

Community with connection

Today’s Reading: Acts 2 

Community can be viewed as a group of individuals that are coming together under a common cause or goal. Many times we think of community as our neighborhood. A group of individuals who live together and some sense of peace and tranquility. 

As we have grown, the community has decreased with the connections. Many times we can live in the same neighborhood or community and not know who lives next-door to us or who lives across the street from us. 

Several decades ago everybody knew who lived next-door and across the street and three streets over. At that point in time, the community had a connection. This is something that we have lost. I have made intentional connections with my community. Not just my neighborhood, but also the schools that my children attend and the sports teams that we participate and engage in. 

Just imagine if you do not have connections in your community. How long would you be in a community? How long could you survive? How long would you be able to engage in the community without connections?

In today’s reading, we see a community that has increased and has grown tremendously because of their connection through communication.

“When the day of Pentecost arrived, they were all together in one place. And suddenly there came from heaven a sound like a mighty rushing wind, and it filled the entire house where they were sitting. And divided tongues as of fire appeared to them and rested on each one of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other tongues as the Spirit gave them utterance. Now there were dwelling in Jerusalem Jews, devout men from every nation under heaven. And at this sound the multitude came together, and they were bewildered, because each one was hearing them speak in his own language. And they were amazed and astonished, saying, “Are not all these who are speaking Galileans? Parthians and Medes and Elamites and residents of Mesopotamia, Judea and Cappadocia, Pontus and Asia, Phrygia and Pamphylia, Egypt and the parts of Libya belonging to Cyrene, and visitors from Rome, both Jews and proselytes, Cretans and Arabians—we hear them telling in our own tongues the mighty works of God.””

‭‭Acts‬ ‭2‬:‭1‬-‭7‬, ‭9‬-‭11‬ ‭ESV‬‬

During the day of Pentecost, which is the 50th day after the Resurrection, many of the pilgrims and disciples were in a place together worshiping God. The group of travelers were subgrouping into their similar languages groups. This grouping happens with us all the time, we group ourselves in like sub-groups to feel connected. The individuals were in their subgroups and not connecting with the other subgroups. They were all Jewish. They were abiding by the Jewish law and the Jewish customs but their place of origin were all  different.

 

To put into the perspective it’s as if you were at the United Nations and everybody is speaking their native tongue. Then when the Holy Spirit came in, everybody could understand each other in their own tongue without a translator. This allowed them to connect and further their community to a deeper level. They understood each other’s accents and nuances and specific words. There was no confusion. They had a community with the connection.

I love to connect with people. I love communicating and community.  I have been given the gift of being communicate with people when I do not know their language. This also fueled my quest and want to communicate with people in their own languages. From early age, in middle and high school I studied French.  In college, I studied Japanese and traveled to Japan. In grad school,  I studied Spanish and conducted several clinics in Spanish speaking countries. 

Currently in my current job I have a lot of Spanish speakers and love connecting with them. One of the nuances that I’ve learned over the last year is each country has a different form of Spanish and they have different words. So even though I know the basic Spanish, each interaction can be challenging to connect. 

Because of my passion for my patients in my passion for connecting, I cherish each interaction.

One of things that we have lost is the connection in our communities. One way that we can reconnect is by allowing God to open up our hearts to be connected with the community and be willing to be open to the opportunities. Each day you have been given some opportunities to connect. Will you be willing to open up your heart in your communities and connect with each other on a different level. How much more rewarding and fulfilling would you be with opening your connections in your community? 

Be Blessed 

What Do You Love?

John 14

“What do you love?”

You have to be careful with that question. If you aren’t, you’ll provide an emotional response. When we answer emotionally, we often name the things we want to love or believe we are supposed to love.

You’ll say you love your spouse because that’s what you’re supposed to say. Duh.

But reality may tell a different story.

Instead of sitting at dinner with her, you went to the bar with your buddies. Rather than engaging in a meaningful conversation, you lost yourself in the football game.

Is that love?

Love is revealed by what we consistently give ourselves to, the things that receive our time, attention, sacrifice, and obedience.

Consider that football game. There is absolutely nothing that will keep you from watching it. Will you be late? Not a chance. You’ll move every meeting and sideline every other commitment to be there.

Put into the language of Jesus: you obey what you love.

“Those who accept my commandments and obey them are the ones who love me.”
—John 14:21 NLT

Make no mistake: your obedience gets results.

For the sports fan, it produces excitement and energy. There’s adrenaline in the competition, loyalty to the team, endless banter, bountiful statistics, and plenty of nachos.

Jesus promises something too:

“And because they love me, my Father will love them. And I will love them and reveal myself to each of them.”

Jesus will reveal himself to those who love him.

Is that a big enough reward?

Or are you looking for something more?

My mind goes to money first. How will seeing Jesus help me make more money? Will it make me more successful? More influential? Will Jesus reveal himself in a way that helps me accomplish what I already want?

But then, which comes first?

Jesus, reveal yourself to me, and then I will love you.

Or:

Jesus, I love you—now reveal yourself to me.

Perhaps both still make the revelation of Jesus a transaction. I’ll give him something if he gives me what I want.

Jesus offers a better way:

Jesus, I love you. Therefore, I will obey you.

Obedience does not purchase his love. It demonstrates mine.

And somewhere along that road of obedience, Jesus promises that I will see more of him.

The question is not simply, “Do I say that I love Jesus?”

The question is, “Does my life agree?”